Skinny bitches

lala, I'M FUCKED.
(Call me Nelly. i'm 16.5)

Mom, daddy, I'm sorry. I really am, but when I finish school I'm out of here and I'm starving myself to death. Patience is the key. ONE MORE YEAR OF FAT AND SELF-LOATHING BITCHES.

*may be triggering*

Fuck the healthy way. I'll be skinny.
Coz that's what you do when there's no other way for people to see, to understand, to try, to think and to forgive.

*I'm not pro-EDs but I do believe that the denial to recover is a lifetime choice. Keep in mind that you can be saved if you try hard enough but well, sometimes enough is not enough and you're too tired to try harder.

My stats
Height: 5' 9.6" (177cm)
HW: 135.5lbs (61.5kg)
LW:112.2lbs (50.9kg)
CW: 112.2kg (50.9kg)
GW1: 110.2lbs (50kg)
GW2: 109.1lbs (49.5kg)

Back to my LW and feeling fatter than ever. I’m such a pig, such a disappointment. I’m falling apart. I’m fat. I can’t stand it. 

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